Gonna go for the Thailand trip with baby.
Supposed to be a happy trip.
Somehow I feel baby ain't happy at all about this trip.
Maybe it's just me.
Gotta work more. (:
for me and my baby. (:
of cos he's gonna fork out abit too!
Hehe
I love him.
Maybe I'm asking too much.
I must get used to it.
It sucks to be me in the family.
Today, I was out with kay, marcus, cal & alex.
Then, we discuss about going to Thailand this Dec.
We came up with a proposed date where everyone can make it, 15-20Dec.
Then, everyone told me to ask my mum 1st.
So, back at home.
My 1st question to my mum was, "when are you going to India?"
Cause it occurs to me that, when she isn't in SG.
It also means that I CANNOT go overseas.
Reason being: I need to be at home to TAKE CARE of the house.
So, mum replied, "why? you want to go India with me?"
Then, I told her No. I want to go Thailand during Dec with Ant and friends.
Mum said, No. Reason being, I need to be at home to take care of the house.
I said I want to go.
Then, she followed by saying I am not thinking for the family.
Only think for myself.
WHAT THE FUCK?!!
Hello!!
If I think for myself, I won't even ask you when you are going!
If I think for myself always, I would have already gone overseas with my friends way before this trip.
If I think for myself, the past few times you said No, I would have rebel you.
I just want to enjoy my holidays.
What is wrong with it?
Now I'm not asking you to pay for my trip.
I'm just asking permission to go enjoy myself using my OWN money.
Do I even look like the freaking housekeeper to you?
Even a proper housekeeper has leave.
I HATE my cousin, for being at home and results me in LOOKING after the freaking house!
Hais.
I need baby here with me now. =(
lovess
sii
school's starting soon.
timetable's alright.
3 school days.
Gonna start working for GE as part time.
Earn some income. (:
Need to do more Starhub sales too! (:
I need money badly!! haha.
Gonna save up den thinking of having a chalet party.
or should I head to a pub?
still don't know what exactly to do yet.
any suggestions from anyone? =X
but no bbQ!
Just want to spend a happy and memorable birthday with my baby and closest friends!!
lovess
sii
Results coming out in a few hours or maybe a few minutes. Normally it will be out by now? Rawrs. I'm praying hard to god like mad. Just wish that I do not forward again. If not I don't know what I'll do. I hope everything is just fine. Let's pray. Good to those who already gotten their results and are happy of it. Grats.
Today went for HI paper. Passed it. Thank god. Friends said aren't I tired of studying. Why do I want to go suffer and take up insurance studying. Maybe I'm just plain dumb to even do it. =.= now just hope that everythig goes smoothly. I promise to god I'll work hard. I've been playing a fool for so long. It's time to get things done. =( so dear god, do me this tiny weeny favour. =x
lovess
sii
Went out with mummy today. Went to see her LV bag. Looking for Gucci shops in town. Can't seem to find it. Den went in Burberry. Omg. I saw this wallet. So pretty. Haha. But mummy dun like. Then went to goldheart to see the pendant I saw with sis. It was sold already. So sad. It's like 60+ bucks only. Total white gold key pendant. =( den went to walk around. Mummy bought a pair of pants. Very nice. (:
I miss my baby. Yesterday chatted with him on the phone. I realised I can be very happy to just be able to chat with him on the phone. It was probably one of the longest time we chatted on the phone. Baby said he bought something for me and he said I'll like it. Haha. I can't wait to see what he has gotten for me. (:
while I was out with mummy today. I wanted to find something nice for him too. But couldn't think of anything to get. Shall go causeway pt tml and take a look. (: gonna slp now. Nights everyone. (:
love&miss my baby
sii
Sometimes, I feel that I'm asking too much from him. Maybe I am asking too much. Perhaps it wasn't supposed to start off like that then I wouldn't have got used to him being with me so frequently. Now that his school has started time spent seems to be lesser. Or rather it is lesser. Perhaps it's a test for me. Got to learn to be patient.
HI and M9 dates booked again. Hmm. Need to study again. Recently have been stressed out by work. Thanks to baby and Meiying being there for me. Love u guys. Especially my baby, travelling in the middle of the night cause I was crying. Thank you baby. Felt loved by my baby. Really loved. If only we have more time. Rawrs.
Gotta find job and try not to work at starhub. Shall wait patiently for fcuk to call. Den go there work instead. Den baby don't need to worry. Or rather don't have to trouble him with the extra work.
All of a sudden I feel like going for a run. I feel so inferior. Hais. Forget it. Well well. Think positive and everything gonna be fine! (:
jiayou, Yusi!!
lovess
sii
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